THE GUILT TRIP
We all know that from the time we are born again, and begin
our spiritual walk with the Lord, there is someone else following us as well.
It is the devil – the deceiver, the father of lies, the prince of the power of
the air, the god of this world.
It is the devil’s self appointed task to break down and
eliminate every true born seed of Christ, and he has many tricks up his sleeve
to accomplish this.
One among them is The Guilt Trip or the Rollercoaster Ride
of Unworthiness.
The lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, the pride of
life are the three weapons he uses at will. We as Christians, can still fall
prey to these if we are not careful. It requires only a little gap in our
lives, a little slumber, a little sleep, a little folding of the hands to
sleep, to let Satan inside the hedge of the Lord’s protection.
Money, pleasures, the headiness of independence will all
take you away from the Lord if you let them become a part of you. And they do,
unknowingly, unconsciously prey upon the human soul, like a parasitic disease.
You don’t actually acknowledge it until it has permeated your system all
through and made you ill.
If we have a secret sin in our lives that we have been
battling to overcome, or maybe a weakness which had been oh so pleasurable when
we were in the world – a weakness that we had enjoyed thoroughly, but cast off
once we came to the Lord, Satan tries to revive the dying fires of these sins
and shortcomings in the born again believer’s life once more.
Sometimes, it may not be the sins of our past, but new
pleasures, which we never thought we could enjoy or partake of - sins which we
acknowledged by shaking our heads at, suddenly seem attractive for no thinkable
reason.
Satan places pits before us to fall into, a bit of ice on
the road to slip and fall on, and many times, even the born again ones succumb
to temptation and slip.
The slipping, the falling, the rising, the dusting off, and
the repentance and reconcilitation are all a part of a cycle in the believer’s
life. However, the problem lies not in the falling, but in the thoughts that
occupy the believer’s mind after the fall.
If you have been close to the Lord, and you have committed
an act of offence towards Him, then you must know the feeling of first guilt,
then remorse, then utter dejection and loss, then once again, as the Lord lays
His comforting hands on you in solace and forgiveness – the feeling of returning
and being forgiven.
Still though, there remains a scar, a burn, a mark, a scab – and it is this that Satan tries to peel away and scratch at when he brings in feelings of guilt and unworthiness. With each fall you take, Satan makes you think you are not good enough, not worthy to receive the Lord’s pardon, indeed not worth it.
When the guilt becomes too much, he lures your mind away
from the issue by filling it with the
cares of the world. He distracts you with the aim to bring in spiritual
lethargy.
The spiritual battle going on for the believer’s life in the
heavenlies, is so fierce, that the effects of the angels struggling in conflict
on behalf of every child of God, can be felt even in the believer’s body and
soul. And it is when we lay down our sword just for a little bit (Oh, I’m so
tired of fighting it!), it is then that the enemy brings in his second weapon –
a sense of defeat.
He makes you so tired that you are ready to think about
anything and everything but your spiritual life. And once this process begins,
the enemy does not retreat silently into the background in celebration. No! He
is continuously prowling the recesses of your mind filling you with guilt. “Oh
you’re slipping, you’ve lost again.”, “You did not spend time with the Lord
today! How can you after what you’ve done!”, “Oh you did not read your Bible
today”, “You haven’t prayed.” And finally you hear yourself say, as you drift
further away from the Lord’s presence: “I have gone far from the Lord, I have
displeased the Lord. What has my life become!”
If we follow this downward spiral of depression, we end up,
as many believers have, who first sin, fight against Satan, sin again, fall
again, until finally they get to a point where they’re just too tired, and
throw in their arms –“Oh I can’t do it anymore.” Then they allow Satan’s voice
to lure them into a slumber of worldly distraction, before The Guilt Trip
begins. They finally get to a point where their feelings of unworthiness and
guilt convince them that the Lord would be better off without them anyway, that
they weren’t cut out for holy living, or that they were a spiritual waste. And
the end point of this process is coming to the conclusion that it is the
Lord who has drawn away from us, because of our constant sinning.
But Oh, Child of God, Hear what the Bible has to say, What
the Lord has to say:
" Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
" Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you...."
(James 4: 7, 8 )
"...and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."
(John 6: 37)
" Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you...."
(James 4: 7, 8 )
"...and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."
(John 6: 37)
If you allow these thoughts to depress you and make you feel
sinful and guilty, then you allow Satan to take you away from the move of God.
It is not wrong for you to correct and rebuke your inner
man, to demonstrate your remorse with tears, to want to renew your mind by
spending time in prayer and fasting. These are all good disciplines. It is good
to give place to godly sorrow which will turn you to repentance and bring you
back to God from your present state of worldliness.
" For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation..."
(II Corithians 7: 10)
But you can do nothing by yourself. You need God for this.
"... for without me ye can do nothing."
(John 15: 5)
" For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation..."
(II Corithians 7: 10)
But you can do nothing by yourself. You need God for this.
"... for without me ye can do nothing."
(John 15: 5)
Many believers make the mistake of stopping their ears, not
from rebuke but from the cries of acceptance that the Lord offers them. If God
wants to preach to your heart, for your present condition, and you turn away
because you feel you are unworthy – “Oh my ears are unworthy to hear this
message because they have heard the world for so long”, Then one day you will
become deaf to the message and the cries of the Lord.
Many Christians allow The Guilt Trip to grip them so
viciously, that they even stop going to church on Sundays, because they feel
unworthy, unlovable, undeserving. Instead of lifting up their eyes and looking
at the open arms of their Saviour, ready to soothe their yearning hearts, and
heal their running sores, they give in to the voice of The Evil One: “All these
days you have been so distant from the Lord, you have not been praying, you
have not been meditating, what is the use of hearing the message if it does not
affect you? First go and cleanse yourself and then go for fellowship…otherwise
what’s the use?!!”
This is Satan’s third weapon, his third trick. When Satan wants
you out of God’s presence he says, “Stop hearing the Word. It will do you no
good. You have to first cleanse yourself.”
But the Lord says,
“ Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.” (John 15: 3)
“ Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.” (John 15: 3)
When a child runs out into the playground, and unheeding of
his mother’s call, speeds up till he falls into the mud, hurts himself, and soils his hands,
his feet, his clothes, what does the mother do? Doesn’t she run toward the
child in alarm and concern – her little one has fallen, he must have hurt
himself, the poor thing! She lifts the crying child to her bosom, smooths his
brow, plants a kiss on his cheek, speaks to him soothingly, searches for
bruises on his body, and then tries her best to ease his pain. Will a mother
discard her child for his disobedience? Even if he is a wild, naughty brat of a
child. No! For he is her child.
This is the way it is with every believing child of God. If you sin, maybe more often than you want to, God is not keeping count of the times you fall. He is only waiting to help you up and get you back in place. He is not waiting to condemn you with looks of fierceness, if you just lift up your eyes to His face, you will see – His eyes are full of love and hope, for He sees in you the diamond that you will one day become.
Even when you are weak, He sees in you – a potential
warrior.
This does not mean that we go on sinning. For the Bible
says:
" Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?
" But I trust that ye shall know that we are not reprobates."
(II Corinthians 13: 6,7)
" But I trust that ye shall know that we are not reprobates."
(II Corinthians 13: 6,7)
"...not using your liberty for a cloak of maliciousness, but as the servants of God."
(I Peter 2: 16)
(I Peter 2: 16)
" My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous:
" And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world."
(I John 2: 1, 2)
" And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world."
(I John 2: 1, 2)
Once we are born again, we do not willfully sin. All true
believers may fall prey to temptation in some areas of their life. Their sins
may be serious ones with long lasting repurcussions, that may take longer to
heal, or they may be slips here and there that cause nagging hindrances in
their spiritual life.
Your sins may stop a blessing, may hinder a reward, may even
turn the course of your life. But, once you come to the Lord in true humility
and repentance, (and the Lord only recognizes true repentance), it is then that
you receive His forgiveness.
Let us take heed to this text from Hebrews Chapter 10:
" By the which will we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.
" And every priest standeth daily ministering and offering oftentimes the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins:
" But this man, after he had offered one sacrifice for sins for ever, sat down on the right hand of God;
" From henceforth expecting till his enemies be made his footstool.
" For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified.
" Whereof the Holy Ghost also is a witness to us: for after that he had said before,
" This is the covenant that I will make with them after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them;
" And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more.
" Now where remission of these is, there is no more offering for sin.
" Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus,
" By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;
" And having an high priest over the house of God;
" Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
(Hebrews 10: -10 - 22)
Let us take heed to this text from Hebrews Chapter 10:
" By the which will we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.
" And every priest standeth daily ministering and offering oftentimes the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins:
" But this man, after he had offered one sacrifice for sins for ever, sat down on the right hand of God;
" From henceforth expecting till his enemies be made his footstool.
" For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified.
" Whereof the Holy Ghost also is a witness to us: for after that he had said before,
" This is the covenant that I will make with them after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them;
" And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more.
" Now where remission of these is, there is no more offering for sin.
" Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus,
" By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;
" And having an high priest over the house of God;
" Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
(Hebrews 10: -10 - 22)
Many believers who travel The Guilt Trip and are absorbed by
it, atend to and forget that the Lord Jesus Christ bore their punishment once and for
all on the cross. It is not our worthiness that the Lord sees – but the worth
of the blood that has been applied to our hearts, and how much we do value it.
Be careful Child of God. This may seem like a small thing in
your life right now – this causal ‘slip and fall’. And you may have not
understood it as it was happening. And you may think, “ What’s all the fuss
about?” But, "your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" (I Peter 5: 5)
Just as you would take a pill for the flu, or a visit a
doctor if you are physically ill, if you are spiritually sick shouldn’t you
still come into the presence of the Lord? So that you may not lose your pay of
heavenly riches? So that you may not lose the favour of the Lord?
Dearly Beloved, take care that the devil does not deceive
you with The Guilt Trip. It is the oldest trick in the book.